WOW, haven’t been on here in months ^_^.
I really don’t know where to start on updating this
since no one really reads it. I guess it’s okay to post
anyway just to get my feelings out.

I’ve had rough times through the holidays.
I wasn’t able to get paid from the projects that
my parents, brother and I have finished. It was rather
depressing not being able to buy my boyfriend a present
for him to open on Christmas. I felt like a loser! D=

So with the money that I received from relatives as
Christmas presents, I used that to buy him some new shoes =)
Even though it wasn’t my hard earned money, it was given
to me to spend for myself. I know this isn’t an act of an angel,
and I know everyone could’ve done that, but…in my opinion…

..Money doesn’t come every two weeks in my household.

and it’s upsetting that I have to live with the insecurities
that all of my friends don’t have.. 

I don’t know why I am being so open about this, maybe it’s the
new year’s cheer in me..or rather, un-cheery.

I only have but two resolutions to do.

1. Try and do some freelance work so I can help out my family
    and pay back some people…

2. Drink lots of milk and water everyday

there are so many things in this world that are worth living for..
am I really one of them? 

WOW, haven’t been on here in months ^_^.
I really don’t know where to start on updating this
since no one really reads it. I guess it’s okay to post
anyway just to get my feelings out.

I’ve had rough times through the holidays.
I wasn’t able to get paid from the projects that
my parents, brother and I have finished. It was rather
depressing not being able to buy my boyfriend a present
for him to open on Christmas. I felt like a loser! D=

So with the money that I received from relatives as
Christmas presents, I used that to buy him some new shoes =)
Even though it wasn’t my hard earned money, it was given
to me to spend for myself. I know this isn’t an act of an angel,
and I know everyone could’ve done that, but…in my opinion…

..Money doesn’t come every two weeks in my household.

and it’s upsetting that I have to live with the insecurities
that all of my friends don’t have.. 

I don’t know why I am being so open about this, maybe it’s the
new year’s cheer in me..or rather, un-cheery.

I only have but two resolutions to do.

1. Try and do some freelance work so I can help out my family
    and pay back some people…

2. Drink lots of milk and water everyday

there are so many things in this world that are worth living for..
am I really one of them?